Monday, 30 March 2009

Normal 30s....

Only 38, dialysis since last year August ... his wife left him too ...
Heavy enough not to be able to work or even function as a normal late 30s.
What will I be doing in seven years time? Plenty I guess...
What are normal 38s doing now? Plenty I guess... but definitely not this type of heavy burden...

Dialysis 3 days a week... a procedure enough to drain a person's energy after every session.
When I look at his record, for the past 6 months, he had been doing hypocount.
Daily. Day by day... sometimes more than 1 prick...

I'm not pitying him.. I'm ashamed of myself.. what's on my shoulder definitely lighter than his..
When everything turned upside down... he hanged on...
When everything turned upside down... i ran... so much for a normal early 30s.

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