Stagnant Waters versus Shit Hole (Part 1)

It has been some time since I blog, by typing random thoughts and feelings. And it definitely has been a while since I blog with a prayer in mind.

It has been quite a tough road to walk on the side of my rainbow.

I've been in stagnant waters for a period of time. Yes quite a while.

Submerged in the waters, I could hardly hear any nosies, or sounds.

I could hardly see above the waters. There was no movement. Very silent, very silent.

Occasionally, I managed to emerge out of the waters to take a deep breath.

Rapidly, I sank back into the waters staying still. With no energy to move.

When you are in stagnant waters, time slows down.

Every second, your lungs need to cry out for oxygen, yet getting to the surface is difficult.

When you are in stagnant waters, nothing seems to matter.

Conflicting it sounds, but that is the most peaceful place you will be away from the nosies above.

Trapped. Alone. No intention to change. Status Quo.

At that time, I forgot how to pray. Nor did I really intend to pray.

Anyway, You most probably have forgotten about me.... or so I thought.

Stagnancy is the prelude to the dearth of life... soon it will seeps through you and become a shithole.