Monday, 1 August 2011

我不是在做明星梦

This Saturday I will be stepping on stage again.

Another song writing competition.
Another lucky song that gets selected for finals.

It's interesting how putting APN nursing aside has resulted in this.
It's interesting how God comforts and instills confidence.
It's interesting my heart is palpitating much more wildly than I'm receiving my Masters.

It's interesting cos this is a "fantasy".
"幻想" 不是 "梦想".

To be a nurse is my dream. I had always wanted to be a nurse since 10.
And the commitment is there since 15.

Music is .... just something that has always been in my life.
I had never wish to be a star. To be a musician.
Because music can be just the way it is now... for me.

While listening to Nodame Cantabile Allegro piano solo, I actually wish for life to stop for a second.
Cos I'm really very thankful and contented.
Really Father, very very very much blessed with nursing and music in my life.

This Saturday, I know very clearly, I sing because I am again given the chance to sing.
And I sing the song that was inspired.
Sing because I'm thankful at age 32, I can still do this.
Sing because I can still see, hear and sing.

我写歌, 不是为了要当歌星。
我写歌, 是因为有那个灵感。
是因为有那个冲动。
是因为压抑着,心好辛苦。

我写歌, 是为了把回忆保存好。
情绪整理好。
感情收藏好。

不任性,不胡闹。
平静地,安静地,优雅地,
重温生命中遇过的你,
和我经历过的喜怒哀愁。

Brenda, can you hear me?

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