Tomorrow, on my birthday, Hougang Polyclinic will officially closed down for renovation. Next year, this building will take on a different phase. Walking down the corridors, looking at each room where I had spent my time in and the interactions with the people within those walls. The thoughts, inspirations and dreams conjured within those walls. I couldn't help but feel a bit sad. Yet, it is a closure to something old, and hope for something better in the future.
2008 has been a year with more closures than previous years. Closure on APN-internship. Closure to wild goose chase of coporate ladder climbing. Closure with someone that I like "quite a bit". Closure to rely on colleagues, supervisors or working conditions to feel satisfied at work. Closure to being a 20s, as I will be 30 tomorrow.
These closures, have made me seen once again the limitations of my own self and the blessings that God has given. But it definitely has opened the possibilities of adopting a different attitude towards some things which I consider "very important". And question the importance to affect my balance in a whole as an individual.
Monday, 29 September 2008
Monday, 22 September 2008
Room 38, Second Cubicle
Room 38, second cubicle. L-Shaped table, computer, PC and Printer.
Jun 2006 to September 2008, 2 years and 3 months. Not alot, but quite a bit.
"Quite"
Finish my 12 case studies, my research, my quality project, growing as an APN, within these walls of Room 38. Within these walls, by this table, my thoughts had flown, some good, some bad....
Remember the last day before I return to Singapore from Perth. The same feeling, looking at the music room I had always gone to, the library spot I had always hang out and my hostel room which I lived.
Room 38, second cubicle, where I've grown as an APN, a place where it has provided me refuge, who witnessed my furstrtaion, impatience, tears and joy. The place where God spoke to me many times. Where he came once to see me. Next time when I return to this place, things will be different... couldn't help but miss this place quite a bit.
Thank you for being my place.
Jun 2006 to September 2008, 2 years and 3 months. Not alot, but quite a bit.
"Quite"
Finish my 12 case studies, my research, my quality project, growing as an APN, within these walls of Room 38. Within these walls, by this table, my thoughts had flown, some good, some bad....
Remember the last day before I return to Singapore from Perth. The same feeling, looking at the music room I had always gone to, the library spot I had always hang out and my hostel room which I lived.
Room 38, second cubicle, where I've grown as an APN, a place where it has provided me refuge, who witnessed my furstrtaion, impatience, tears and joy. The place where God spoke to me many times. Where he came once to see me. Next time when I return to this place, things will be different... couldn't help but miss this place quite a bit.
Thank you for being my place.
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